When my twin died…

When my twin died, I felt it. He was hit by a train from the back. I was driving at the time, and I felt the wind get knocked out of me. That was the impact. I had dreamt of his death for years. From as long as I can remember, I mean, 4 yearsContinue reading “When my twin died…”

What I’ve learned on my dad’s deathbed

How to Remain Positive

The state of affairs are grim at best right now in America. “The land of the free” is most definitely not. We have this new faction called ICE, whose main job is to obtain anyone who seems like they’re “not supposed to be here”. By that I mean, anyone who isn’t white, speaks with anContinue reading “How to Remain Positive”

Propaganda vs Zeitgeist

Everything put forth has an effect on public opinion. For instance: in this age of social media, things happening in Minnesota are being recorded and commented on. If we think of “the chicken before the egg” what we’re experiencing in a global sense is, the egg before the chick But, as Americans, we know theContinue reading “Propaganda vs Zeitgeist”

The Meek Shall Inherit The Earth

I’ve always been fascinated by this statement. Wars are fought by the bold. Many people die in defense of the bold. Many people celebrate the bold. Large amounts of people are killed as a result. “The meek” I always thought that meant “weak”. “Feeble” Not capable of anything. I don’t consider myself in the sameContinue reading “The Meek Shall Inherit The Earth”

Full Menopause

When we’re young girl’s going through puberty we learn to stay silent. I got my first period on a camp sleepover. I was 10 years old. I woke up and thought I was dying. I saw blood. Later, my mom told me what that was. I was “a woman”. It sounded like a threat. AllContinue reading “Full Menopause”

The Take Down of Women and the takedown of reasons.

Throughout history women have attempted to take power. It’s unfortunately seen as monstrous and unnatural. Even though the Bible clearly states “the meek shall inherit the earth.” The “meek” means smaller and lighter. Meaning women. Women are much smarter, less prone to war,therefore much more destined for sustained peace. This current regime means to undermineContinue reading “The Take Down of Women and the takedown of reasons.”

Why the loss of a pet is a valid loss

There are people who “have pets”. Then there are people who consider pets as a part of their immediate family. I’m the latter. In fact, almost everyone in my immediate biological family is the same in this regard I grew up with cats. I don’t remember a time without cats. True lovers of cats orContinue reading “Why the loss of a pet is a valid loss”

I feel passable today

Ever since turning 49 it’s been touch and go. I feel okay one minute and not okay the next. That’s my inner feelings. They don’t make their way to the surface. I appear stoic. And I am in so many ways. Society doesn’t understand this about women. We can be one thing entirely and anotherContinue reading “I feel passable today”