My mother

My mom was born in 1942. She’s part of the “silent” generation. She’s the youngest of three. Her older sister died in her sleep. Her older brother is still here. I wonder what she was like back in the day. I imagine she was a rockstar. Opinionated. Direct. As much as a silent generation babyContinue reading “My mother”

I can’t believe what’s happening, personally

I can’t stop sweating. My left breast has a sharp pain that I thought was a deadly pulmonary embolism today. I considered stopping my life and all my dire responsibilities to go to the ER at 7 am today. I thought better of it because I still need my job. I still need my jobContinue reading “I can’t believe what’s happening, personally”

Full Menopause

When we’re young girl’s going through puberty we learn to stay silent. I got my first period on a camp sleepover. I was 10 years old. I woke up and thought I was dying. I saw blood. Later, my mom told me what that was. I was “a woman”. It sounded like a threat. AllContinue reading “Full Menopause”